morning lights;

Most of you don't know what it's like to be broken.

Random beginning, I know. But it's true. More true than you know it.

I am currently in the state of not wanting to go to school and not wanting to go home after school. So. I don't know where the hell I should be. I wish I live with someone else. I wish I live with others. Just anywhere but here. I have all these weird fantasies of living with some other family and living a completely different life.
I want to go to Annnnn's paaaartttyyyy, but I can't even ask. I want to go, I want to go, I want to go. This is just so depressing.

In just the one day of school break yesterday, everything can and did change.
I spent the entire afternoon yesterday trying to understand prefixes with and at the end of the day, I still did not master prefixes. Well, I guess it's not so surprising when it was so wet everywhere.

The never ending to-do list has started up again and more work is piling up. And I have layouts to do that need to be handed in by tomorrow. And there's still the Ed Board board and Badminton board that needs to be done.

Mel's aching from judo. ; ) So am I. In my abdomen and when we laugh, we go, oh damn. But I guess my pains aren't as bad as Mel's cause she can barely walk properly. I just have abdominal pains.
I must do sit-ups?

I hate Physics.
Okay, fine, maybe I don't exactly hate hate Physics. I just don't get Physics. And I find my Physics teacher freaky. I don't mean freaky as in fierce freaky. I just mean freaky freaky. And everything she says doesn't register in my head. I shall just use the cliche saying of something "going in through the right ear and coming out through the left ear".
Yerp.

I like Chemistry.
When I sit in Chemistry, I feel as though I can still relate. And it's fun. In Physics, I'm like. Lost.

And the best part is that from now onwards, I have to understand every single damn thing by myself. I will have no guidance whatsoever until Assessment when my sister comes back from our hometown in Ipoh.
I actually miss her.

Currently feeling like crap.
And to my readers, sorry if my blog's just getting plain sappy and emotional nowadays. You guys must be pretty sick of reading my complaints by now. ; )

'Till next time.