morning lights;

Okay fine, so I lied.

Adam winning did mean a lot more to me. But I didn't know that myself. Not until I heard people running and screaming across the Skylite today during recess screaming "KRIS ALLEN WONNN!!! KRIS WON!!!!!"
And yes, out of nowhere I broke down. NO, it's not only cause Adam didn't win. It was because I was stressed bout Sejarah too. And then, damn, all the Sejarah crap didn't enter my head anymore. =(

Told people already that if I find out that Adam didn't win before Sejarah paper 2, I'd most probably screw Sejarah. =(

But I give credit to Kris for being so crazily humble. Since he said, "Adam deserves this. I'm sorry." after being crowned the winner. Thanks Kris. =(

And I officially think that Justin Chan Jin Le/An/whatever has a problem. He actually RAN UP to me and asked me to HIGH FIVE with him cause KRIS won. I'm like wtf? I'M AN ADAM FAN. And then he went "Oh." Then he walked away. Then came back and said sorry.

And THEN?
During Sejarah, he turned to the back, looked at me, gave me an "A" sign and a THUMBS DOWN sign. DURING SEJARAH. Hello, I know you want to beat me in studies and all but do you have to try and SABOTAGE me?? And after school he did it AGAIN. And he called himself an Adam fan. Pfftt.

Officially think my Dad has a problem too. When I got home, the first thing he did was open the door and say "You look so angry, Ee Laine" with a smug smile on his face. "I told you Kris would win!" And my brother. Who told me to SHUT UP as soon as I got home and that, "It's just a stupid show."

And my mum too. She's still mad at me eventhough I should be the one mad at her.

HELLO PEOPLE? YOU SO HAPPY TO SEE ME SAD IS IT? HAAAA? HATE ME THAT MUCH IS IT?


And to top it all, Sejarah wasn't all too good either. Never hentam-ed so much for structured questions in my entire life.

Gah, I need to release my sadnessssss somehow.



Adam, I want you to know that you're still the best to me and a whole lotta fans out there too. You're gonna be really successful anyway, making many of your own records, whether it be your blasting albums or your slow serenade ones. You don't have to win to be "it".

WE LOVE YOU! =)