Half the things man does is against his better judgement;
One of them is falling in love.
I shouldn't love you, but I want to.
Don't get me wrong, I am happy that my router's finally working again. Big part of the reason why is because I've been wanting to blog everything I've been held back from. Right now, I honestly feel like I have a hundred rocks weighing down upon my shoulders. I feel like screaming them away, but somehow when I part my lips, all that comes out is a smile or something else that completely does not at all signify how I'm feeling on the inside. Where is all of this going? Where is life going?
I'm hiding now. Wonder how long it'll take before I decide to stop. It can't be long. I can't hide for that long.
I wonder if he knows that even though I don't know him that well, when I look at him, it feels like I can see more than what other people see. I wonder if he knows that when he smiles my way, just in those few moments, the world suddenly seems to be a better place. And I find myself believing in love again.
Well, okay. OBVIOUSLY he does not know that. Stupid me.
And yes, I know that sounded very cheesy too. =s
Was soooo bored the past few days. Actually wrote something for my darling. She's been going through a rough time. I just wish I could make her feel better.
when you look at the sun.
The brightness blinds your eyes
but yet you don't see the light.
You know you're broken
when you stand in the crowd.
You are surrounded by people
but all you hear is yourself.
You know you're broken
when what other people see
is nothing but a necklace
but you see every memory.
You know you're broken
when you lie and pretend
that something doesn't bother you
but you wish you weren't even there.
You know you're broken
when you want to move on
cause you don't want to think
about it anymore.
I know you're broken
when you smile at me
but yet I know that somehow,
you'll get through this with me.
:)
Okay, retarded-ness coming up next. I was bored.
HAHA.
I stopped hiding. Guess I was right to even hide in the first place.
Is that fear I see in your eyes? :(
Don't.
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