morning lights;

Two more people left.
Suddenly thinking bout what Ee Von said makes me feel like crying all over again.

Although his DRAMATIC goodbye text was 'so much nonsense' (as he phrased it), I had to chant my mantra biggirlsdon'tcry biggirlsdon'tcry biggirlsdon'tcry biggirlsdon'tcry biggirlsdon'tcry.. But... Yeah, just once.

Last night I realised that when they come back, Josh would have gone already. This is saaaaaaaaddd. Why does the stupid weather have to be so bloody fitted with my mood right now?
Looks like this fairytale ain't gonna have a happy ending.

I finally changed the categories on my MSN list. There's no longer a 5 Alpha-ians category... And no longer a schoolmates category... Just buddies for always! and ex-schoolmates 2009.

I feel like staying in bed for the whole day now.
p.s. Just so you know, you're on my buddies for always list. Be safe.