morning lights;

and all that dreamy nonsense. ;)

Still trying my very best not to care. People do still tell me about it but I look away whenever I can so I don't have to pretend I'm perfectly fine and okay about everything going on. But I guess that in a way, I’m proud of all of you because I’m sure that all of you, in some way, deserve it.

Yes Mum, I know I'm stupid with zilch common sense okay. The thing is, you don't have to rub it in. Funny how you always manage to change what I think of you each time I start to think you're actually being nice to me as a mother. I am proven to be obviously wrong each and every time because clearly you don't know just how much something means to me and what words you should not and never say as a mother.

To you, I'm sorry but I can't bring myself to keep bowing down to all your demands and whatever it is that you want. I've done it for the longest time now but enough should be enough. And it isn't like you don't owe me as much as I owe you. So don't use that to your advantage.

To Mel, Yin, and Kye Li, I love all of you for always having been there for me. :) When I was down and disappointed, it was you both, Yin and Kye Li who were there to see to my first-shed tears and give me the first words of comfort. And Mel, you were the only one out of all of them who actually bothered to approach me and show your care during those tears. I admire your strength and bravery.


And to the person who has my heart, I find it amazing how you always seem to make me smile even when it is purely out of the blue and how I never seem to be able to stay mad or cross at you for anything. And even though I am probably giving more than you are, I guess I can only hope that someday I will know for sure that I am getting back everything I am giving. ilulyj. :)

For everyone else that I may or may not have hurt unintentionally, I'm really really sorry.


Okayhh, enough with the messages to the public/everyone/whatever thingy. Haha. Assessment is still coming. And I am still going to die for Sejarah. The weather these days is so hot it's becoming unbearable. Where's the rain???? Dahlah my face has overly good blood circulation, now thanks to the weather, my face will be almost 24/7 red. =_=


I think I am in dire need of a haircut.
But but I likeeee my long hair! o.o
Mum called it "long and straggly". =s



And ha-da-di-ha, look what I found.


Hello Yee Jin with the thick fantasy book. XD

And this!! Teachers' Day '07.



Chee Wei, I amat tersuka sekali gambar-gambar ni. :D


Yes Yin and Kye Li.

ilovepeanutbutterandidonotcarewhatthebothofyousay.
And my biscuits with peanut butter were nice okay Kye Li. Don't believe me? Ask Yee Jin. x) You're just sour cause you didn't get to try them since you were too busy being kiasu trying to finish up Add Maths in class! So bluek and hmph!
hahaistilllovepeanutbutter.
nyek. :p


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