morning lights;

She was sitting in a familiar room, yet somehow she was close to being hysterical. It felt like her world was falling apart; the feeling was of one who was alone. Then, she heard a voice she knew well speak to her. Suddenly, she had a place to rest her head - against him standing beside her.
What's wrong?
At that moment, she couldn't help it any longer and broke down, blurting out everything in words she knew she would not even remember after that. To her amazement, his eyes turned glassy and red too as she spoke. And when she was done, tears ran down his face.
I am so sorry. I didn't know it would turn out like this.
And crying too, she wiped his tears gently with her fingertips.
It's okay.. It's okay.....

And after a few moments of that scene, he said,
Wait for me okay? Wait for me.

And with tears still in her eyes and a final brave smile, she said okay.

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Dreams. They can be so bizarre nowadays that they can get this close to breaking your heart when you wake up. Bleh.

I have been so useless for the past two days. Both of the days I got home from school so darn tired that I dozed off at 10 at night only to wake up much, much later to go brush my teeth and go back to sleep. =_= Last night I woke up at 3 to go back to sleep when mum was waking up to exercise =___= And now I'm at home and supposed to be studying now but here I am blogging. Tsk tsk, Laine. XD

Yesterday before Subash, Dharr, Mel, Jeff and I went for lunch at Pizza Hut nearby Jusco. It was our "final meal" before Jeff went back to NS camp and left for Singapore to study for 4 whole years. He drove us there in his dad's black City. =D

Jeff, all the best okay? We'll definitely meet up again some time. ;)
Eh, we forgot to take photos! =s

And to darling Juls.

Hang in there. You know we're all here for you.
No matter how many times you obsess over Cheng Xi. ;p

Yesterday while Pn Juliana was talking bout inheritance and Mendel's cross-breeding experiments, Ian and I compared hands.

I wonder if his hands got too much of growth hormones. Maybe he secretely has gigantism. AHHA. It's so BIG. It's even bigger in real life!

My darling Yee Ming and I stayed home today. =D I'm his inspiration to study for this trials because he wants to beat me. Awwwwhh, I told him that I don't mind as long as I get to inspire him. HAHA.

It's only 12.51 p.m. and I'm drinking coffee to keep myself awake.
I'm sick of doing the class layout. =_=
I want to study.
I need to get my priorities straight.
Mum bought me a new dress. =D

I'm such a good actress that sometimes I surprise even myself. HAHA.