morning lights;

Don't know if it's just me but I think it's been awfully quiet in here. Either people stopped reading my blog, or they just refuse to leave comments at the Cbox nowadays. Think it's them refusing to leave comments cause my visitor count is still going up everyday. Don't be mean larh people.

This is for you, who used to be real close to me. Someone whom I let in and even called family. Then you decided to change. And when you did, you left me behind. Then, you say you miss the old times and you say you're sorry. You say you want to make an effort to help repair things. Next thing I know? You go ahead and make this big decision and you didn't even bother telling me. I had to hear it from someone else before I found out. So I though, so much for making an effort huh? So. I stopped hoping you'd try and I stopped bothering.

Next thing I know again?

You turn around and backstab me. Saying that I would usually turn situations around and somehow blame it on someone else instead of myself.

Second time you made me cry.
You're not the person I knew anymore.
So much for family.


And to you, who I was always there for and then made it seem like World War III just because you misunderstood what I said, I have nothing to say except for the fact that I cannot believe you would think I'm such a person. You are who you are and I never once thought that I would be able to do a better job of what you are doing. For goodness sake, I don't even want to try your job. I just don't believe you'd think I'm such a person after everything I've done.


Well, if it makes the both of you happy, make me the bitch then. I'm sure it'll make a world of better difference right?

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I wish I could fly.
Because I'd take you with me.
Just so I wouldn't have to cry,
And we'd be someplace carefree.

There's something bout it that screams that it's right.