morning lights;

Walking out of the compound, she notices he's there. At first, she dares not look up at him. But when she does, he's not looking at her at all. In fact, he's staring at the girl next to her, giving a weird smile look. She continues looking at him, taking in everything, from his smile to his eyes to the way he arched his back forwards and to the new haircut he had. In the end, she walks pass. Because he didn't once budge his eyes to look at her.

Finally, she reaches home. And she feels like doing nothing but screaming. After her bath, she throws herself on the bed and screams into her pillow, hoping that her already hoarse voice will become worse.

But after all the screaming, she realises that it didn't take away her pain. She feels a weird constriction in her chest and suddenly she realises that all she ever really needed to do was cry. And not just cry, but sob. Literally sob.

And so she did. And it felt like she was being choked by her very own heart.


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Hi people. Officially announce that I am SCREWED for finals. Heard that Bio Paper 2 is coming out NEXT WEEK thanks to Pn Juliana. But then, when Julian and I went and ask Pn Ros, she said they're trying to push BM, BI, Add Maths Paper One, and all the Science Paper 3s to Phase One. But earlier on, Julian and Ian saw Pn Normah trying to squeeze what seemed to be nearly everything into Phase One!

Lets see.
Bio Paper 2 and 3, Chem Paper 2, Physics Paper 2, BM, BI, Maths, Add Maths Paper 1, and yes. Even Civic and PJK.


Sigh.
Yeah.
Wish the stupid school will give the timetable already because I am already am and so gonna be fucked up.