morning lights;

My head is throbbing. In fact. It's been throbbing all afternoon. It must be lack of sleep. The continuous late nights of sleeping at at least 2 a.m. and barely 4 hours of sleep everyday must be finally starting to get to me.

And last night, it was only.. what? 2 and a half hours? Yay me.

Still think I'm going to fail Bio.

Ken Xhen laughed at this when I read it out to him. And I don't blame him.

Durian ice-cream made me the slightest bit happier today.
Gee, I have to rely on durian ice-cream to make me happy now? Haha. Sad.

Oh yes, before I forget.

Happy 17th Birthday Liew Poh Ming!
Thanks for having being there when I needed to talk. You've been nothing but a great almost-brother though you do get annoying at times. XD


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Xin Yi's right. Why do humans always try to save themselves and THEMSELVES only? And in the end, someone has to get hurt. I just so happen to always be that someone.
And just because I'm here too, Xin Yi. Emo-ing instead of studying. ;(


[Don't be busybody lah people. The only reason why I put it here is because I have no other way of saying it to the you I'm talking to.]
To you :
I really never thought you meant this much to me until now. I guess what they said all this while is true because you never know what you've got until it's gone. It's just that I suddenly understood why you are the way you are. Though I promised to always be there for you, it just doesn't feel enough. I'm sorry I can't be the person you want me to be. The person you wanted to heal you. I wish so much that I could just take away your pain.

But what I wish even more for right now.. No, I mean, what I wish for the most in this entire wide world right now at this very moment..

Is that you'd just say that you still care.