morning lights;

Here lies the will of Woon Ee Laine. Aged 16 in the year 2008, and born on the 13th of April 1992.

To my parents, I leave my room and my dead body.

To my sister, Ee Von, I leave all my beauty products including face creams, hair serum, shampoo, and lotion.

To my brother, Ken Xhen, I leave my pet fighting fish whose name I fail to recall, and all my study and reference books.

To my friend, Dharr, I leave all my accessories including earrings, necklaces, chains, and hair clips.

To my friend, Chan, I leave all my soft toys because I know she's a softie like them.

To my friend, Kye Li, I leave my Rubik's cube because I know she hates it and I want to be able to annoy her even when I'm dead. I also leave my hair straightener though I have never used it because I know she wants straight hair.

To my friend, Poi Yin, I leave my bed because she's a softie too just like it. I also leave my brown-gold coloured hair spray because she was always the one with a wild side. And my virginity. Because she asked for it.

To my friend, Melissa, I leave everything purple coloured in my possession. Including the items categorized under those that have been willed to others. Purple books, purple earrings, purple pillow, purple clip, purple pen, EVERYTHING purple.

To my friend, Erin, I leave all my Additional Mathematics related items including books, workbooks, and calculator.

To my friend, Farhana, I leave my copy of Karma Sutra. [if I had one that is]

To my friend, Mr Angel, I leave all my piano-related items because he's one of the few guys I know who can play the piano.

To 4 Alpha, I leave all my cash money to save our absymally bankrupt class fund so that the class can at least have a decent end-of-the-year party.

To my brothers, Joshua and Hakim, I leave my camera. Split it. I don't care how.

And finally to God, I give my heart and soul hoping He'll take me to heaven.

And to everyone, I leave memories of me.


This will was written in the event of the possible death of Woon Ee Laine from her Form 4 final exams.

This will is subject to change.



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Twenty thousand miles from the place I call home
Twenty some odd years since the day I was born
And I'm searching
I'm still searching for answers.

People often told me to choose a different road
This one can get ugly
Twist and turns to just grow old
But I'm walking
I don't care if I'm walking alone.

CHORUS:
And I'm, screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here?

I, I don't know where I'm headed
Or if this is just a big mistake
But something's telling me
That falling down is a chance
I'll just have to take.

And I, I'll get on the bus
And put down my bags
And take a final glance
At the only home I've known
At the only home I've ever known.

CHORUS:
And I'm screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here?

BRIDGE:
All of my life
I've been so comfortable
But I always knew
That there'd come a day
When I'd have to get out
Get out.

CHORUS:
I'm screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here?

And I'm standing still
But I can't catch my breath
Or running fast as I can
But going nowhere
Where do I go from here?


I don't know why I love you when it probably doesn't even mean as much to you.